My name is John. I'm from Legnano, Milan. I was one of the national leaders of the extreme-right party. Always sorrounded by violence and hatred, I felt that it was not the 'right' environment for me. Thinking I was the master of my own life and no one could tell me what do do, I made my own bad choices. I used to smoke three packs of cigarettes a day, even at night I woke up just to smoke. I was on edge and couldn't sleep.
One day I came across and read Matthew 26:
"47 While Jesus was still speaking, Judas, one of the Twelve, came. With him was a large crowd carrying swords and clubs. They had been sent by the chief priests and elders of the people.48 His betrayer had given them a sign: “Arrest the man I kiss.” 49 Just then he came to Jesus and said, “Hello, Rabbi.” Then he kissed him.
50 But Jesus said to him, “Friend, do what you came to do.” Then they came and grabbed Jesus and arrested him.
51 One of those with Jesus reached for his sword. Striking the high priest’s slave, he cut off his ear. 52 Then Jesus said to him, “Put the sword back into its place. All those who use the sword will die by the sword. 53 Or do you think that I’m not able to ask my Father and he will send to me more than twelve battle groups[f] of angels right away? 54 But if I did that, how would the Scriptures be fulfilled that say this must happen?” 55 Then Jesus said to the crowds, “Have you come with swords and clubs to arrest me, like a thief? Day after day, I sat in the temple teaching, but you didn’t arrest me. 56 But all this has happened so that what the prophets said in the Scriptures might be fulfilled.” Then all the disciples left Jesus and ran away."
This verses has changed my life. The humility, non-violence and love of Jesus led to my conversion. I thought that Jesus was mistaken by treating me that way, I was such a hopeless case. Instead, Jesus transformed me and saved me.
This drastic change hit me like a runaway train. Now I don't smoke anymore and I sleep well. Jesus saved me and changed everything about me.
I would have never thought to speak in church, but now I'm here in front of you. Thank you Jesus, I am reborn!